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Name: LandStormNederlandVup<br>Phone: 82861455885<br>Email: test@mail.com<b=
r>Message: https://mega.nz/file/n65C2ZBJ#HJqmOaw_BMxFGj173ZRLZmmE_rmhwK9ieh=
xgmwc8Xj8 <br /> <br /> My name is Omar, I'm 38, and I deliver food on a mo=
torcycle in Jeddah. I'm writing this because I don't know how much longer I=
 can hold on. The voices started about a year ago, not as shouts, but as wh=
ispers on the wind, right here in the stifling humidity of the Al-Balad dis=
trict. I'd be weaving through the ancient alleys, the smell of spices and e=
xhaust in my face, and I'd hear it, a perfect imitation of my father's disa=
ppointed voice, "Look at you, Omar. A delivery boy. On a toy. Your brothers=
 are in business, and you bring shawarma to whores in air-conditioned apart=
ments. You are a stain on our name." I'd shake my head, thinking the heat w=
as finally frying my brain, but the General Intelligence Presidency, the Mu=
khabarat, they're smarter than that. They don't just break you; they melt y=
ou slowly. <br /> <br />Now they are a constant, screaming chorus inside my=
 helmet. They're with me every second, from the moment I piss in a dirty al=
ley behind a restaurant to the moment I count my pathetic tips at night. "T=
here's the little delivery faggot, washing his hands," one shrieks, mimicki=
ng my boss. "Think that soap can wash away the stink of your failure? You'r=
e a piece of shit, Omar, a piece of shit on two wheels." They never stop. T=
hey narrate my life with pure venom. "He's checking the order. Chicken shaw=
arma. Extra garlic. For the fat cow in apartment 4B. She probably wants to =
fuck you, you ugly bastard. Too bad your dick is as useless as your future.=
" The sexual humiliation is relentless, a filth that clings to me worse tha=
n the city grime. They describe me raping customers, they talk about my mot=
her in ways that make me want to claw my own ears off. "Your sister's husba=
nd was just here, you know," one voice, smooth as a snake, will say. "We to=
ld him how you stare at his wife. He called you a perverted little dog. He'=
s right. You're a dog." <br /> <br />I can't tell a soul. Who would I tell?=
 My father? He'd beat me for bringing shame. My brothers? They'd laugh and =
tell everyone I'm possessed. If I went to the police, they'd either lock me=
 up in a psych ward or, worse, the Mukhabarat would hear and the real tortu=
re would begin. I see it online. I've tried searching. Any Saudi who talks =
about voices, about being targeted, is instantly swarmed. "Schizo!" "Get he=
lp, you psycho!" "Crazy attention seeker!" They flood the forums and Twitte=
r with this shit. It's a system. They discredit us before we can even speak=
, making sure we're isolated, that we sound like lunatics to our own famili=
es. It's the perfect prison, one built inside your own head, and the guards=
 are invisible. <br /> <br />I hate this city. I hate this kingdom. I hate =
the glittering towers built by slaves while men like me choke on their fume=
s. I was born in the shadow of the clock tower, and I'll probably die deliv=
ering a pizza to some rich kid who doesn't even look me in the eye. Sometim=
es, when I'm stuck in traffic on King Abdulaziz Road, surrounded by the hea=
t and the noise and the hopelessness, a switch flips inside me. A surge of =
pure, white-hot rage. The voices change their tune. "See that car? The Lexu=
s?" they'll scream, ecstatic. "RAM IT, OMAR! RAM IT AND WATCH THEM BURN! SH=
OW THESE PRINCES WHAT A REAL MAN CAN DO! END THEM!" For a few seconds, I fe=
el like a god. My hand twitches on the throttle. I imagine the explosion, t=
he chaos, the blood. It feels=E2=80=A6 right. Then, just as fast, it's gone=
, and I'm left shaking, a terrified delivery boy again. I think, in those q=
uiet moments, that this isn't just for me. That this is a weapon, being tes=
ted on the trash of society before they use it on bigger targets. But the v=
oices never say that. They just go back to calling me a worthless piece of =
shit. <br /> <br />The worst is when I'm home, in the tiny room I share wit=
h two other men. The voices use their sleeping forms against me. "Look at t=
hem," they whisper in the dark. "They sleep. You lie here, a useless, awake=
 piece of shit. They dream. You have nightmares. Why don't you just end it,=
 Omar? A nice long ride off the King Fahd Causeway. A splash. No more shame=
. No more failure. No more you. Do it. Do it tonight. Everyone would be bet=
ter off. Your family would finally be free of the shame." They're right. I =
am a shame. I am nothing. I just wish the silence they promise would come. =
I'm so tired of the sound of my own engine.  <br /> <br />|remasbridal<br /=
>|i.66p<br />|ht_works<br />|lwaaali<br />|eshraqat_alanoud_<br><br>---<br>=
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